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May 25, 2011
i loved the past. how we used to be. u know to think abt it. i know i shouldnt have treated u on that day. i feel like its all my fault. u all wanted to do smtg for me on my bday. but things went wrong. im sorry. but i know its too late to apologise. i know we cant be like last time anymore. no point crying over spilt milk. i know u alr moved on and u hate us now. i think i have moved on too. but to tell u the truth, i can nvr hate you. its impossible. because u have nver done any harm to me. u had always been by my side and make me happy. now that we are no more bffs , i still cant hate u. but saying all these wont change anything. its okay. bt felt like saying smtg. and to faizal. i have alot of things in my mind. its been more than few months that i have these thoughts. but i dont have enough courage to tell u all this. i dont think its the right time either. i will tell you soon . maybe aft july or aft O's or smtg. hopefully soon. bt aft telling u all this, i dunno hw u would take it bt i just hope u would be strong. and i would always love u. and nvr loved anyone like u before. i know u would torture me to tell u, but i wont say it. i will wait for the right time. and i myself nt sure abt it. its like i want to eat but i dont want to eat. its complicated. u probably wont understand now. so dont try to crack ur head by thinking wat it is. Labels: past is much loved |
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