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May 30, 2011
okay i cant really msg u or call u. so i wanna say this. tmr i cant meet u. cos i finish abit late. wed, i cant meet u cos my dad wants me to follow him go somewhere. fri, i cant meet u cos i need go out. the only day i can meet u is on thurs. unless u dont wanna meet uhh. i know u confirm want right. i tell u wat i meet u at where we always slack. that block k. next time dont meet me at the chong pang bus stop anymore. nt safe alr. so i just straight away meet u at that block kay. i will meet u at 2pm. and the timing is not a choice tat u can choose. its fixed timing. u dont come by 15mins, i will just go home. these days i have no patience. so dont make me wait too long k. bye. will see u on thurs at 2. ps im sorry if im late. Labels: i will always love u baby. May 25, 2011 i loved the past. how we used to be. u know to think abt it. i know i shouldnt have treated u on that day. i feel like its all my fault. u all wanted to do smtg for me on my bday. but things went wrong. im sorry. but i know its too late to apologise. i know we cant be like last time anymore. no point crying over spilt milk. i know u alr moved on and u hate us now. i think i have moved on too. but to tell u the truth, i can nvr hate you. its impossible. because u have nver done any harm to me. u had always been by my side and make me happy. now that we are no more bffs , i still cant hate u. but saying all these wont change anything. its okay. bt felt like saying smtg. and to faizal. i have alot of things in my mind. its been more than few months that i have these thoughts. but i dont have enough courage to tell u all this. i dont think its the right time either. i will tell you soon . maybe aft july or aft O's or smtg. hopefully soon. bt aft telling u all this, i dunno hw u would take it bt i just hope u would be strong. and i would always love u. and nvr loved anyone like u before. i know u would torture me to tell u, but i wont say it. i will wait for the right time. and i myself nt sure abt it. its like i want to eat but i dont want to eat. its complicated. u probably wont understand now. so dont try to crack ur head by thinking wat it is. Labels: past is much loved May 23, 2011 when i still thought there was hope, there was none left. i thought there would be happy endings but it didnt turn out tat way. i lost my bff when it was my sweet sixteen. i just hoped things will go perfectly and it turned out as our last goodbyes. i didnt want it this way. but too bad it did. we can undo things anymore. tats the unfair life. i will miss u but i know we cant do anything anymore. we will have to move on. life goes on. i cant stop crying for now knowing tat this will nvr be like last time. such a small problem which started and became a huge one. like i said i hope u are happy and always will be. goodbye. May 21, 2011 u know people say sweet 16 is supposed to be the happiest and best bday of all. to me , frankly speaking, its the worst. so ya. thanks for making it SO MEMORABLE. i cant believe of all people u will make me cry esp on that day. do u know how much it hurts? hearing all the fb statuses u wrote. do u know how it kills me. i nvr thought u would do this to me. and since when did we hate ur bf?? though it hurts, i can forgive u. bt i cant say the same for the others. anyway whichever way this path goes, i hope u are happy and always be. |
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