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September 18, 2009
ok im gonna make this post damn short cos i no mood i hated today today was damn shitty and fucked up told some truths to kitty im sorry but we thought it was better telling u now than u finding out urself. i know it hurts. im sorry. we're sorry she started crying like alot alot ALOT and i started crying too. i cried for nt only cos she is crying but for smtg else too. kitty u did nth!! rmb tat. he didnt wan his problems affecting u in any wayy. sorry it had to come to this. i do understand alot too. nth much to say aedi. so bye. Labels: i hate today September 17, 2009 today school was ... i dunno first few lessons kinda ok but recess time spent my time in toilet. crying. dunno why aft recess was art. i cried then too. i seriously dunno why...ok.. i maybe know whats the reason but i dunno why i crying abt it anyways , kitty was fucking upset today.. poor girl ): kitty!! stay strong plsss. dont stress up urself and DONT U DARE DO ANYTHING STUPID !! anyways... no mood to blog. so, tc wierd humans . ps.: kitty. ily. stay strong. dont cry anymore..just rmb no problem is ever too big. u will pull through and always do rmb the ppl who loves u are always here to help u and support u. ur not alone. Labels: stay strong kitty September 15, 2009 You change your mind like a girl changes clothes Yeah you , PMS like a bitch i would know And you over think always speak crypticly I should know that you're no good for me Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in then you're out You're up then you're down You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up (you)You don't really want to stay, no (but you)But you don't really want to go-o You're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down We used to be just like twins So in sync the same energy Now's a dead battery Used to laugh bout nothing Now your plain boring I should know that you're not gonna change Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in then you're out You're up then you're down You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up (you)You don't really want to stay, no (but you)But you don't really want to go-o You're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down Someone call the doctor Got a case of a love bi-polar Stuck on a roller coaster Can't get off this ride You change your mind like a girl changes clothes Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in then you're out You're up then you're down You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up (you)You don't really want to stay, no (but you)But you don't really want to go-o You're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down(down down down) hellos!! today school was SO boring and SLEEPYYY slept during eng , history , free period , lit , science. basically all the lessons i slept effing sleepy today. but aft sch abit HYPER (: like finally no more sleepiness aft sch went NP with kitty. very fun :D joked like hell la bangla pappa . lols tats smtg kitty created . cool uhhh. ouhhh ya . kept laughing abt smtg tat happen early in the morning haresh and some other ppl got this certificate frm the police cos they kinda caught a snatch thief. and they cleaned the old folks home as CIP. they probably were forced to clean and poor guy who got caught its probably a appaavi(innocent) guy. then they all pottu-kudukkuraans him. poor fella omg HARESH did tat??!?!?! a good deed?!?! yaaah rite! probably just go and there and say ya i help also (: then me and kitty damn shocked and kept laughing abt it (: then aft NP headed back to sch saw haresh . lol . coincidence muchhh? he asked kitty for 10cent change. kitty wanted to give him free(as in donate to the 'needy' ppl) but he realised tat and asked for the $2 change. couldnt stop laughing at him stayed in sch for like a while then headed back home home-d like finally cos i damn tired and sleepy aft sleeping off to break fast and here i am. im off to go do my damn homec coursework and my maths. okayyy maybe i wont do maths la. too lazyy so bye && tc (: Labels: damn sleepy September 14, 2009 We've run out of words we've run out of time We've run out of reasons really why we together We both know it's over baby bottom line It's best we don't even talk at all Don't call me even if I should cross your mind Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages Let's just call it quits it's probably better So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause 'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed 'Cause it's over Girl you know it's over this time So when you call I'm pressin' seven Don't wanna hear your messages messages I'm tryna erase you from my mind 'Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time So don't keep callin' leavin' messages Don't wanna know where you been Baby 'cause it's over I still wake up every morning quarter to ten I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table I can't even remember how long it's been No trouble stayin' occupied Oh they ask about you whenever I come around I do what I can not to put my business in the streets Last thing I need's another episode Keep conversation short and sweet because 'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed 'Cause it's over Girl you know it's over this time So when you call I'm pressin' seven Don't wanna hear your messages messages I'm tryna erase you from my mind 'Cause baby it's over I swear girl it's over this time So don't keep callin' leavin' messages Don't wanna know where you been Baby 'cause it's over You know that it's over when the burnin' And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore And you know that you're through when she don't do to you And move you like the way she moved ya before And you wanna pull her close But your heart has froze You kiss her but her eyes don't close Then she goes out of your heart forever And it hurts you but you know that it's better Girl you know it's over Girl you know it's over this time So when you call I'm pressin' seven Don't wanna hear your messages messages I'm tryna erase you from my mind 'Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time So don't keep callin' leavin' messages Don't wanna know where you been Baby 'cause it's over 'Cause it's over Girl you know it's over this time So when you call I'm pressin' seven Don't wanna hear your messages messages I'm tryna erase you from my mind 'Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time So don't keep callin' leavin' messages Don't wanna know where you been Baby 'cause it's over jesse mccartney - its over loveeeee it so much (: its over this time. dont wanna look at u , dont wanna think of u im trynna erase u from my mind cause its over i swear boy its over this time!!~~ September 11, 2009 heyys..blogging again (: cos i damn bored just now , ard 5pm , went to causeway pt went with whole family i was joking and crapping with my brother like so much then i stomach cramp -.- yeahhh.. then gt this malay woman working in the mac . and i made fun of her bt the worst thing was , SHE HEARD IT very very pai sehhhhh.. *embarrased* then at 7 went shopping cos there were no seats available in the restuarnt.. so went ard and ard and bought nth.. then at 8pm went banquet to eat i bought mee soto (: but couldnt finish it.. damn full aedi aft we all eat . me and my brother did some ''experiments'' mix up all the leftover soups and drinks and dared my brother to drink it and guess wat.. HE DID IT superrrr disgusting but fun :D aft tat went pasar maalam suthuraans(go round and round) thr bought popcorn then went CD shop and rented some movies.. all lame movies lahhh and then home-d .. and now using com.. and im off to dunno where lahh. just bored so bye (: Labels: still bored hellosh (: bored at home.. ystd whole nite i stay awake waiting for someone to call stayed awake till 2.. and in the end nvr call IDIOT my idiot probably busy?? yeahh shud be.. so.. im just bored.. yeahhh bored... and my phone bill is so effing high damn it!! so that means i cant call or msg ppl for like a few days.. and it also means i cant call or msg him sad aint it lalalalalalaaa~~~ weeeeeeeeeeeee~~ as u can see i going crazy cos of the boredom... ahhhh !! i so crazy abt neethane song *drooling* aarya is hot in tat video *drools* but no one can beat surya (: hahahahas... BORED again fucking shit bored like dead bored dead bored like dying bored like cannot live anymore like tat like wanna die like now.. BOREDDDDDDD!@!@!@!@ can someone1 call me now?!?!?!? some kind soul save me pls SAVE ME FROM THIS BOREDOMLabels: BORED September 10, 2009 hellos :D today so far was fun. to me la cos i woke up at 11pm+ then the cute kitty called me then talked to her for awhile then went back to bed and woke at ard 1.00pm (: then went to kitchen to eat breakfast. lol and yeahh i not fasting today... when i was heating the chicken curry , i accidentally burnt my finger *ouchhh* then sat on the sofa to eat bread with chicken curry and watched tv at the same time was watching okto they were showing HI5 i swear it sucks but no choice.. no cable ): i pity myself anws aft HI5 , was this LAMEST CARTOON CRAPP EVER it was called '' bo on the go '' ( i thinkk) i swear its the SHIT-EST THING EVER first few minutes couldnt tahan it and i fell asleep. its tat shity. TRUST ME U DONT WANNA SEE TAT CRAPP i sleep for like so long.. started sleeping at 1.40pm to like 7pm tats longgggg (: awsome uhhh nvm am proud to be lazy :D anw i havent started doing any of my hmwk.. damn damn damn lazyyyyyy ouhh wait i did my science. i mean my brother did my science for me i told him to help me out but he did the whole crap for me :D cool uhhh wish he does all my hmwk. tat will be soooo cool but it will nver happen again cos he is asking for his salary..basket la.. ystd i talked to my idiot :DDDD yes tat means i forgive him (: but but..i dont like some of his jokes ): i tried my best not to take it so serious la anw he would be calling me today. at nite. ard 12+ (midnight) idiot la he.. no other better times to call issit. nvm he is MY idiot (: ok tats abt it la.. bye && tc (: Labels: slackk September 09, 2009    lazy to blog abt today anws. p.s : kitty stay strong and ily (: Labels: lazy September 08, 2009 hola bloggie. so far today is a great day quite disturbed ystd cos ystd nite he msged me saying sorry i found it really disturbing and yet i dont know why he then called me many many many times didnt pick up well ,..aft many miss calls frm him , i decided to call him back and this is how it went *ring ring ring* him : hello me : hello him : im sorry *dead silence* him : im sorry *dead silence again for a few seconds* him : wat u doing? me : sleeping( i lied) him : oh ok.. nvm i msg u me : k bye him : bye *hunged up the phone* 1min and 20 secs call aft tat he msged sorry again and again and again i dunno wat to do!!!! FUCK shall forgive him?? or not?? i seriously am becoming more and more confused yeahh sure i said i dont wan him back but i did say it in anger ystd whole night didnt sleep. kept thinking of him continue or not??? fucked up. CRAPP alot alot of qns kept bouncing ard but i knew if they were to be answered , there is only person who can do it. and its me so... i need time?? i dunno. like i said im confused!! anws tats ystd... today woke up by jasmine darlingg's msg (: she was so sweet and concerned abt me tat she asked how am i doing feeling better than the other days msged her in the morning till 11.30 poor thing she had to go to sch ): *pity* aft lazying ard was forced to wake up and eat a half boiled egg. eeeewwww! disgusting sia! bt no choice , u see..i was FORCED aft eating tat thingy went on with life.. using the com. i hate using this com cos its FREAKING slow!! i sooo want a new and personal computer. life might much better? maybe la.. kayys i gtg do my homework nows. cos i damn hardworking girl :D loves lil miss innocent (: Labels: still - confused September 07, 2009 heyss.. didnt post for a few days. reason being : SICK fever + flu + headache + vomiting + stomach pain poor thing rite ): but dont worry its not h1n1 but if it was i would be glad to hear it cos i wanna die ASAP i dun wanna live anymore ): ): ): i hate this fucked up life!!! my life is soooo dam fucked up. friday the worst thing happen!!! HE walk past me ): i was soooo looking away from him but he was staring at me didnt look at him but i know he did. even my frend said he was looking at me FUCK aiyaz..then 2 days back. . got a msg frm HIM wtf rite?? he told me dont msg him or call him anymore but he msged me he just asked where am i. didnt reply back didnt wanna talk to him called kitty and told her abt this first thing she did was laugh she also told me not to reply CRAPP LA but sometimes i do think if i took the right decision. maybe its kinda my fault too? how much i try to forget him , i just cant do it do i still love him?? do i still want to be him?? all these qns are bouncing in my head. but i dont know. im just confused all i know now is tat i need to be alone for a few days and really really think abt it so yes for now he is out of my life. temporarily or permenantly? not sure Labels: confused?? September 02, 2009 heyys! today sch was quite random. today morning woke up at 5am to fast.. then went back back to bed and woke up 30 mins later was still abit sleepy la early morning ready saw my enemy. a.k.a cockroach did wat i always do : scream!! and blah blah blah. went sch. met up with jasmine on the way told her abt me and him being no more she was shocked and started offending him i told her not to cos i still respect him then met kitty and syafidah and sam at the table. i was kinda off mood.. so me and jasmine were listening to kitty's mp3 player the volume was kinda loud so we couldnt hear much la then kitty pointed at me tat the guy behind me was calling me so i turned ard he pointed on the floor i thought smtg fell and he asked me to pick up he said under ur right foot i lifted up my leg AND A FUCKING COCKROACH RAN! i was eeeeeeeewing all the way. jasmine and kitty were totally disgusted and scared too. omg it was under my foot!!! EEEEEEEEW!!! so much for my morning then english..i was off mood and was soooo not paying attention i was busy copying my history and maths hmwk frm some1 else. and mr.idham made stand up cos i not paying attention -.- then history..was boring but started joke alot (: but seriously i thought stamford raffles was the president and i didnt know the yusof ishak was the president. && i also didnt know lee kuan yew was the 1st prime minister && his son was lee hsien loong. omg and i call myself a future history student.. and the tcher was saying tat lee hsien loong's sister was a famous doctor in sg. if she was so famous how i come i dunno uhhh?? and yaa. was asking so many pathetic qns tat syafinaz couldnt take it anymore aft history was RECESS! but i had no mood to go canteen cos i dun wanna see him but unfortunately saw him. 1st reaction aft seeing him : FUCK so i went to the toilet with sam and let out all my feelings && stuff to her she was such sweetaye and listened to me talk and talk and talk. she adviced me and said she understand me alot. so thnx sam (: love you lots aft recess had maths..suckish subject on earth!! and anw he walk pass my class...... he walked with his frend didnt look at him then maths over , he walk pass again he looked inside the class as if he was finding someone and obviously didnt look at him aft tat was science omg for the 1st time science was fun cos me , haziqah , sam , yang yao(deaf and dumb) were all making fun ms. lai!! super funny la!! she kept posing wierd wierd positions and we all couldnt stop laughing she speak very one kind so we couldnt tahan it also LAUGHED && LAUGHED till stomach cramp aft tat was IT. boring as usual aft IT planned to go home cos i didnt feel like staying back and see him so i skipped the SINDA crapp thing on the way out to sch saw HIM and his frend. i didnt look at him though..but he was throwing and breaking smtg near a drain. looked like a lighter and i could sense him looking at me ouhhh ya , kitty told me tat recess time he was staring at me i just wanna ask him this : WATS UR PROBLEM??? why keep looking at me uhhh? wat more u want from me?? wanna brak me some more issit?? then why stare at me?? why pass by my class 2times as if u are looking for someone?? my life is already SO FUCKED UP and there u come and leave like no one business boyy,..i aint coming back if u really really want me then u have to change i want u to be more understanding even he has changed i will still reconsider abt it so for now , ur out of my life Labels: fucked - up - life September 01, 2009 hello bloggie (: today was blogskin terror. cos all morning i tried changing th blogskin and ended up like fuck and there's still lots to edit... and the time and date are all fucked up. the post below was on 31 august bt came as 1 september. EFF!! my laptop was SOOO effing slow. and the com kept restarting too. IRRITATING . and it didnt help my mood either besides the blogskin terror , did nth much. used the com then tv then listened to songs then called peeps. was a boring day!! and i still find it hard to forget him.. loved him so much.. even if it was short period of tine knowing him, i loved him so much.. i seriously should have known it wont last long.. ANYWAYS hes gone. && boyy i dont wanna get back wif you. loved him so much and he broke it into many pieces he took away my love for him when he said tat for the last time. and the hardest part is forgeting him.. and i dont feel like going to sch tmr.. i dont feel like seeing him anymore. even if he is a no one to me , i just find it hard to see his face Labels: trying - to - forget - you - boyy Hey peeps! First bloggie post (: this shall be my darling (: okay anyways... today school was ok. was pissed off cos of ystd. some issues with him. today we had this ACES day thingy and tchers day celebrations. J.K.S and me = jasmine , kitty , sam and me gave mr raman a tchers day gift. his reaction DAM nice. we all shouted 'HAPPY TCHERS DAY' and 2 seconds later he like laugh then say oh ok thank u. AIYO NICE REACTION LA MR RAMAN!! then aft tat we had to assemble in the parade square. crapped with kitty for a while den got this ACES day excercise thingy la. DAM DAM DAM PATHETIC. but the DM do very style la. hahas. OUHHH YA!! alnost forgot abt mr muru reaction also. his one also very nice. there was this horn thingy la. then someone was testing it. then got loud sound. then mr muru reacted as if a bomb blasted! HAHAS. then aft the excercise crap gt this walk. boring walk walk walk. reach sch. then gt tchers day concert. boring also. then me , kitty , sam and jasmine planned to go northpoint together. but tat sammynaathan went to pri sch like aft sch end ready. so we 3 went NP. CRAPPED. and i didnt fast today cos i was hungry aredy. then every1 slowly going home and stuff so i also went home AND HE CALLED. he told me not to call and msg anymore. boy , im done with u too. keep hurting me. so i had ENUF! he wanna leave? go ahead. AINT stopping him ; AINT gonna cry for him ; AINT gonna beg for him. 22days with him. BUT he broke me 3 times. AND I AINT GONNA LET THAT HAPPEN AGAIN COS IM DONE WITH HIM. And im pretty sure if i continued with him , he would surely break me again. And im sooo forgettin him. Labels: done-with-him |
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